This morning I was awake before the sun. I felt as if I had not been sleeping, but I don't recall what else might have been, if not sleep. I was very uncomfortable, I felt sick, but not any illness that I know. I felt my heart rate fluctuate oddly, like anxiety. And as I lay there in bed I began to feel like I was loosing something, that it was not gone yet, but that it would be. The feeling is similar to that which I felt as a child, when I lost home.